so as a female, one of the biggest mistakes is watching chick flicks during the holidays and on non-working days. what can i say? i saved money by not going out spending money (that i don't have) on drinks and cover charges. the nip on the butt on that one was getting emotionally fucked up. yeah, i said it. i blame myself and the learning experiences (that i call guys) i've met up until now, love songs i replay on a good or bad day, chick flicks that i've foolishly cried to, and this hope i'd like to call false that captures the "ideal". poke fun all you want about me being a "female" right now but i really don't care. i'm up at 5am on a saturday morning when i should be sleeping, but i kept tossing and turning not knowing why the hell i couldn't sleep. now, i'm writing a blog. great. and i may be putting up a facade that not being in love or the mere thought of love doesn't bug me. but as you read on, it's a lie. "as much as i try (not to be), i am a hopeless romantic." (rd)
fair warning, but i know the whole "it'll just come" commentary that i'm sure you'll want to tell me. i've heard it all before (word to sunshine anderson). but let me vent my chick flick-watching, pussass (brother will understand this word), single filipino female not addicted to retail, hopeless romantic thoughts out on this here blog of mine simply because i can. so save it. i get it.
to be real or at least close to it...
i want a love:
that makes me laugh even when i'm tired.
that i can sleep in with all day.
i can kiss randomly on the head,shoulders,and arms.
whose hands fit perfectly with mine.
who i can fight with but make up with just as fast.
that i can dance with.
that i can run to.
that plays movie kissing scenes with me.
that i can watch sports with.
who's adventurous.
who will sing and dance with me in the car without a care in the world.
who remembers what i smell like.
who, even after time flies, can still catch my attention in a crowded room.
who i can travel with.
who i can enjoy a quiet saturday on our laptops with.
who listens.
who has amazing friends.
who is open-minded.
who can introduce himself in a cordial manner.
who is dressed well.
who is about something.
who cares.
i want to be in love with someone who's in love with me.
but it's nice to want things. isn't it?
LYKKE LI! she's the best isn't she? =)
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ReplyDeletethat whole "it'll just come" piece.. hahahahah, i feel the same way. sometimes you just wanna vent without having the obvious answer stated to you.
ReplyDeletegod we're such Geminis.