ambition

i wake up every morning reading the quote "The world makes way for those who know where they are going." I'm serious. It's on the wall with a picture of a boat dock on either an ocean or a lake. i googled it:



i'm young, i know that. but most days i feel like i run way ahead of myself and away from where i sure as hell don't want to end up staying. and sometimes i feel that i'm by myself on that one or i'm not surrounded by those who feel the same way or there isn't the time for it. whichever the case, i'm having one, two, three of those days or moments right now. feels like i'm growing up more and more, yet celebrating on my own. and if that isn't the emo-est that i've been in a ridiculously long time, i don't know what is. there's a deeper meaning behind this but i'll keep that to myself until i can gather all my thoughts again and write it all down to make sense. in the meantime, back to work. ah yes, work. what i do best. what keeps me busy. and what makes me money. what kicks me back into reality.