some good ol' cheering up

yesterday i was feeling emo. yes, i said it, emo. i actually missed mo val. hanging out with the guys or not hanging out with the guys but knowing that i can hang out with them because they're usually down to chill.... even if hanging out at someone's house seemed lame, but nonetheless... if we're going to be bored, we'll be bored together. i just miss that. a lot. maybe i'm just waiting for my crimson waves to hit the shore, but it doesn't ignore the fact that i still missed friends.. from mo val, fullerton, or anywhere else. i actually teared up talking to some friends over the phone. whatta bitch huh? ok ok that's just me trying to deny that i ever get emotional.

well i'm done with midterms for now. but i still have some homework to get to. i get paid this wednesday, but it won't be the fatty check i'm expecting until november. getting paid once a month sucks ass. especially, not knowing that before i took the job. good ol' homecooking and staying home with mom is taking a turn on me. i love it. cause in the end, mom and sister are all i have at the end of the day. they brighten up my day. i've been carpooling with sister which makes my mornings and afternoons that much happier. cause if you haven't already known, she's just about the best cheering up Queen I have ever met. Being home makes my mom happy too. Although I hope my mom meets some great guy to spend the rest of her life with, she's happy to see her daughters as often as she does or has lately. And, I'm glad I contribute to that.

Last night, I watched the Pacquiao fight versus Barrera. kinda boring. But hey, can't expect too much from these fights. They're getting paid, so it doesn't really matter. After the fight, we headed to some girl's party in Lakewood. And GOT DAMN, nice house. it looked like a She's All That backyard and i was just waiting for the "kiss me" song to play. A band called 710 played there. They're actually dope, if you're into the reggae/rock type of music. Some friends are friends of the group; hence why sister and i went. Pretty chill party considering it's in Lakewood and I expected it to end reallll early. Because parties out here don't last as long as parties in MoVal, ya diiiig? (word to Mr.Next Shit). It was a pretty chill party. Not all filipinos, thank God. there were sistas, white chicks, and latinas. And it was NOT a sausage fest. =) (no lesbo). anyways, time to finish up homework and lounge around with moms. and get my study on later. and, that's just the way it is...