good intentions

why is it that after looking at a number of stars in the sky, the one that is shining the brightest is so close yet so far?

i'm a go-getter. but what i find difficult is kickin' back and waiting for something to happen. this, right here, is new to me. why? because i think that if someone wants something, they should let it be known and do what is needed to obtain it. however, in a certain situation and after many times of being the pursuant, i shall try this "layin' back"-type of approach and see what happens. i shouldn't divulge into thinking too much on it because it'll get me nowhere and i'll just be setting myself up for disappointment. but that, right there, is doing exactly that. as much as i wish things would move along faster than a turtle, i know that it takes time. and, if nothing happens... it is what it is. t-sigh.

"hey gorgeous. i'm tryin' to get your attention. you're listenin' to what your girlfriends mention. they tell you that i got cruel intentions. but they don't know me like that, they don't know me like that. you tryin' to throw me shade, so whattup with you? i'm tryin' to put my bid in and hook it up with you. so stop listenin' to your friends who grew up with you." -Pacific division